im diarroea-ing!

yst ate too much...had dinner with dear and fellow friends plus freddy...ate western food as it was freddy's-friend-mum's shop...treated

aft dinner went to J8 to watch movie-PIrates of th cArribean! watched the midnight show at 12.20...went cafe Cartel meanwhile to slack..hahaa..ate ice cream and ice cream waffles...woohss!again it was treated!

watched all the way till 3 plus plus...haha freddy sent us all home..7 ppl in the car...sat on dear's lap..poor thing...treated

today is the last day that we will be living there le....5 months exactly my dear...soooooSOOOOO much much memories within such short time...life will b better this way ba...but still i'll miss the late night actions!

I can be your hero,
baby I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

mood-swinging again...somehow somewhat someway i lost the touch of this whole relationship...numbed...who's fault is it exactly?or are we just being tgt for the sake of being tgt...move it back

M SOSOSO BORED!

nyp's wireless so no use..NO friendster,NO you-tube,NO neopets!!!
boring boring boring...

hungry + cold + bored + without you = ????

how can a stupid laptop statisfy me...cant talk,cant laugh,cant entertain me...

ok see, this is my plan when i've move back,my food plan

food on my wanted list
-chilli crab
-western food
-more xiao wo mian!
-KFC 2 piece chicken meal!

heex...set set set..

in sch now!
it ppPoured heavily jus now...
"die-reared" in the morning, stomach hurt so bad...bad bad bad i flushed the toilet 3 times before EVRYTHING was cleared!!!ahahahaha

geex..dear made me a ppt yst night at like 1am...haha...a microsoft idiot like him actually did a whole ppt by himself..haha...with lots of nice animation and stuffs...haha..was touched to tears u know...at the very last page he wrote: W*** Y** M**** M*....HAa secret....

my hands are peeling from all those belaying activities...bored bored bored...

Bacckk!

2 dAYs one night camp...was an attachment camp.

St.Mary of the Angels.it was a church camp

I was attached to another trainer 'Is'..his name..went for an excursion ard the campsite...den was attached to a group of church students...haha our group was called "care"..weird name ah..

wasn't that open to them at first..felt so shy and dunno wat to say..it's my first camp group!comprises of students from SEc 1-3...

it was a total new experiene..was shocked that one trainer had to actually take bout a group of 15-20 plus students!was really quite threatening at first...but slowly as i learnt from Is that we have to get composed when talking to them and most imptly show them who's the boss!!!

didn't have much activities on the first day..most of the RRArra-ing come from the trainers. did archery and rock wall...3 cheers!! haha..i got to do the archery with them! it was my first time using the bow and arrow..was so cool mann!den was the rock wall session....belayed the students...flewed up a few times..cause my anchorman wasn't really tt strong...the helpers were mostly the students..being a trainer really felt so diff...i was completly in whole charge for the belaying..helping the students to check,to open the carrebinas for them..

too bad the weather wasn't that good..it rained..so many campers didn't get to climb the wall...had campfire that lasted for 2 hours..then debrief and lights off...

took a bathed had trainer's debrief..den orh orh...well something happened to dear annd his attacher...heard something that shouldn't hear..stunned!slept at 2 plus...woke up at 4 plus..thanks to dear..hahaa...called me to acc him go out..so tired and shag le leh..but..still he's my dear =) so went out met him..sat along the bunks corridor and stoned for an hour...

next morning...i was suppose to take charge of the group le.wohoho..my charge...started to open up to the group a lil..did (zipline)flying fox...my job was bringing them down after they fly and remove the pulley thingy...damn cool learning!
suddenly i recieved a bad news...Is wanted me to go up to fly...jia lat..was trying to be brave be brave!haha cas my campers was there...argh..i dun wanna go de...but no choice...

next act was river crossing...nothing much..jus saw my group getting more bonded probably cas they are out from their comfort zone...being more bonded with them oso...


learnt alot of being a trainer during this 2 day one night...super many things to take note..
but aftall it was fun!

unfair?!

you think your life's unfair?!!wats the defination of unfair---not fair; not conforming to approved standards, as of justice, honesty, or ethics..you think you're honest?or do you even have any ethics?

HAH!then wat abt mine "unfairness"?wat right do you have to complain.just shut up and stop your swearings and attitude.

like i said-women are men puppet

women
are like puppets of men.who are we exactly in this society???men are creatures.creatures with no feelings.when they need you,all the nice words comes out.when they found their own heaven they simply just chuck you aside.do men really have RESPONSIBILITY?or are women treated as a LIABILITY to them.being allowed to get manupilated by men is the worst thing a women can recieve..puppets!women are nothing but puppets...

down with all men!

woots!
finally found the time to change my blogskin... at like 4 plus 5 in the morning.cant slp-super high

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!!!

it simply means fantastic or wonderful =))

mother's day

went AMK hosp to visit grams, mr mao tagged along :) kinda mini family gathering at the hospital..only shu zhen's family and mine...partied there..haha..ate quite alot..aft tt went to meet mr mao's mama for dinner part 2.eat again.no worries!eating's practically my past-time!

saturday

woke up in the morning half dead...no choice :( time past soOoO slowly.felt like dropping anytime.endure and endure all the way till dinner time..went HOugang mall- MAgic WOks ...ate the ala carte BUFFET! suddenly i wasn't tired nor sleepy anymore..hahaha...ma mao was too tired to chew..had a total of 7 ppl eating.joked ard played ard..laughed and laughed non-stop..

*i think i know something is still wrong,i sensed it.

IT"S TODAY!!
woke up at 6am plus today...was so drowsy and lethargic...but had to wake up for today's InnoTrek trainer course..heh wif dear and huikang.$70 per person lei

went all the way to Lim Chu Kang, Sarimbun Scouts Campsite...was alr half an hour's late but there were ppl later than us la..haha. had some ice breaking session...my eyes were practically gg to close anytime..we were den further splitted into 2 groups. was in diff grp with my dude. a lil boring for the 1st part of the day wif objective setting and SOP..long story..not much diff from CIBTC (=

THEN!IT STARTED TO POUR!!there goes our high rope ob..rained all the way till aft lunch...abit more of lect on being an instructor there..TADA~~finally we get to go to the high rope ob area..all of us had to take turns in becoming a belayer,climber,spotter,rope manager and blah blah blah..

didn't expect the pole was so damn high when i climbed..it looked so low from below..my hands were soaked..btw, we had to climb only half of the pole and i'm alr freaking out lei..cant imagine me climbing to the top..
did free fall, felt like the whole world was spinning "FALLING!"...giddy ah..had lots of fun thru out..spent most of the time di siaoing siaong others and laughing like there was no tmr..partially oso due to our wonderful trainer mates...16 of us, majority are waiting for uni or NS, think i was the youngest among all

played other games--climbing the wall and some mini games which we had to coonduct ourselve for the group..went home at 7pm plus..the road out was super long and dark but enjoyable...

went for dinner at LJS.took mrt back...in the train...di siaoed siaoed ppl again la..dear purposely set his spring kiss kiss as the ringtone and i purposely called him.imagine the attention we were drawing..-laughs-

all "dieded" on the bus 88 back..no more energy..haahaaaha

fruitful day indeed...dear know dis is wat u always wan us to do tgt, quite stupid ah me? alr got phobia for heights but still thick skinned go for this course knowing i'll have to do all the high rope obs..excreted so much perspiration!anyway realli appreciated yr company thru out the whole day ((((:

in sch in sch!

finally get to blog...having stomachache now..
imagine eating ice cream at like 2 am..hahas.

i think i've planned my future..i'll study and get this dip..and i'll sign on to be a police! but if possible (which i think will not) i'll go uni to further study...

yeaps..so far so boring

blog song damn nice..got it from kong rui..hey gal dun be too upset ya??come to me if u neeed a ear to listen to kk =)